Here i am, creating another blog, hoping that i could express my feelings without acquaintances to know that i have these thoughts all along. Haha.
Anyway, today was a fun… Except for this afternoon. Sinabihan kasi kami ng prof namin about our project, and medyo worried ako because during the time that the matter was discussed, wala ang thesis partner ko. And hindi ako makapag-decide kung ano yung gagamitin namin.
Later that day, pumunta kami sa pad nina Pij para tumambay. We were having fun, until may nagkayayaan umuwi. Ayun, so only the 7 of us were left… and dun napag-usapan yung sa project. I felt more worried, because i don’t know if we should make a CAI, which is so darn easy and would equate to a not-so-good-not-so-bad grade, or an ERP, which requires you to work with more people but the difficulty level is higher and would mean a higher grade. I’m not considering MIS or ESS, anyway. Haha.
Greg said, “Mag-ERP na rin lang kayo (since he already belong to a group who would make an ERP), kayo nina PJ.” Sa totoo lang, I’ve thought about that even before he said it. Kaya lang…KAYA LANG, naisip ko na rin yung next na nangyari…
I asked Pij, actually it souned like I was pleading [pathetic. haha], if they could just make an ERP. And I knew he understood why I was telling him that — because I want to work with them. Darn, he said that he’s not sure if they would make an ERP because he’s planning to have an ESS instead. Sabi ko na eh. I knew it. He wouldn’t want to work with us. Oh well.
I felt bad because of it. I mean, hindi kaya niya naisip na kaya naman nagkaganon yung system namin before eh dahil super duper nagsa-slack ang groupmates ko? Darn. Tapos ayun, ayaw niya ko isama. Fine. I hope I didn’t sound rude or whatever, but I said, “Oh well, I’ll just search and God will provide.” So much for self-pity. Haha.
Well, maybe, what I’ve done during our OOP days is backfiring on me. Haha.
